random post

i don't know where to start.. since it's random.. i don't care..
a lil bit serabut inside, sometimes it's suffocating.
1)my etiqa insurance.. i regret using m.y.e.g.
2)miss my old friends.. some have changed 360.. glad that everybody is doing so well now..
3)hungry..
4)am so lazy to drive home.. couldn't wait to cuddle the bb but it's the journey i couldn't stand..
5)i wanted to learn sewing. but when and how?
6)realised that i don't have special talent..so i need to get one. hence, no.5
7)never knew that sewing machine costs a bomb..
8)in need of a fully auto w/machine..
9)couldn't tahan the cats and nyamuk at home.. goodness!
10)my appointment with the gynea..
11)too lazy to pump now..

and the list goes on.. i feel so malas to even type them..
tomorrow is holiday, and i feel like crap. wtf!

zarief is 9 months old~* yippee!!

well, actually it's tomorrow, but mummy is super excited.. tehee

since, i'm still on leave this morning we brought zarief to the clinic for a longgg due check up and weighing. the last time he weighed 7.41kg.. but i knew he gained weight because he's tad heavier i couldn't stand dukung him for more than 15 mins.. so he weighed 8.57kg.. hehehe. alhamdulillah a healthy strong young boy, despite the runny nose now.. he's as active as ever..

emm, milestones so far, he can
1) creep at fast speed..
2) hold to an object and stand
3) cruise along the furniture
4) babble in his language
5) push his water basin, it's quite heavy mind you
6) understand NO but always tests mummy's patience anyways..
7) grab and pick up objects
8) sit like a pro
9) manouver the steering wheel.. pheww..

many more things actually, but it's an amazement to see him grow everyday. =)

i spent 3 weeks with him and i can tell, i'll be a garang mummy. abah has a lot more patience dealing with zarief.. hehe he's a handful sometimes especially when we are left alone. he dislikes when i am not around so he'll cry.. he's very manja when he's with mummy but not really with abah.. hehehe

oh yeah, he now drinks mummy's milk and also anmum step 2.. but of course there nothing more satisfying than mummy's milk for him.. i felt guilty sometimes but it has to be done as i'll be away for a few days.. my biggest concern was his milk supply.. and now i hope that he could consume anmum during the day and EBM at night.. insyaAllah..

oh, i should buy the material for his baju melayu and abah's too.. this year's raya is going to be so much fun with zarief around! hehehe

mummy loves you zarief!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!

alhamdulillah..
i'm 28years old! yippee =)..

in another 2 years, i guess i'll stop announcing my age.. hahaha.. anyways, today has been great so far.. my baby and i are down with flu.. and he has been roaming around the house in his walker while waiting for me to be done with this entry.. opps he pulled something on the bag and made a mess..again.. poor baby, i guess he needs to see somebody else around rather than seeing only mummy..

anyways, my wishes this year is to be a better muslimah, a better wife, a better daughter, a better mummy and a better teacher..

insyaallah. =)