good news everywhere..

greetings..

how's your day so far? i'm still in the office waiting for my husband. today has been great. alhamdulillah.. poor zarief because mummy and abah are late. he must be wondering why we haven't arrived.. soon sayang..

well, i heard many good news so far. what excites me now is the news about pregnancy. and most of them were preggers when i was pregnant with zarief. heheh no pressure though. despite the fact that i really want to conceive, i can only pray and try harder. Allah knows best. Allah is fair. Maybe the rezeki will come soon. I pray that all the pregnant ladies will enjoy their pregnancy and everything will be smoothsailing. Insya Allah..

Back to me.. i'm supposed to do somethin important just now but i got distracted when i blog hopped. almost buy a maxi dress online.. but got distracted with something else.. tiheee =D..
i felt a lot happier now and calmer. i wish that this feeling will last forever. husband will be leaving for his USM Intensive Course this Sunday and he'll be gone and busy for almost 2 weeks leaving me in charge of Zarief and MIL. Hopefully Allah will ease everything.. Must be tough for Zarief.. he will miss his dad mucho but there's always phone..

ok gtg.. husband's done at school. I can't wait to cuddle zarief..

i'm down..

greetings..

i don't know what is happening to me.
i'm depressed and down. i'm exhausted. but why?

being physically, mentally and emotionally drained is like not living. i drive to work, work, i drive home. i lost interest. probably i should go treat myself a massage. my back and shoulders hurt. i seriously do not know what i want.

I NEED TO VENT!

hypocrite..

greetings..

i'm writing out of frustration and anger..
i just do not get it.. why ask in the first place if you're not going to give?
sometimes the big shots or the elder ones need to understand the minions. sometimes it's just take common sense and a little compassion.. i'm sorry for the broken hearts and crushed feelings. i'm crushed too to see you crushed. all we can do now is pray that Allah will compensate our sadness with something happiness.. Insyaallah.

random thoughts..

greetings..

how's your day? mine so far seems fine. i read something that triggers me to write.. it's about the upsi student who was suspended for three semesters because of the flag/banner/poster incident.

my verdict:

I believe that everything should be in moderation. i guess for a university student to sacrifice his future for his political belief is too much. i understood that some people have strong political favours and it's not wrong. not knowing our place and our role in life is wrong. a student should focus on his/her studies. that's is the main responsibility besides participating in co-curricular activities/association. another responsibility is to God, Allah Almighty.

Political involvement should happen later when you at least have a stable income. I blame not only the students for not knowing their priorities but i blame the society and the political groups for inducing the desire to set aside their focus and introduce the fallacy of protecting nation bullshit. are we going to be responsible if these fanatics were not able to graduate with good result and hence unemployed? think about their parents.. think about the future of the country.

If these irresponsible students are serenaded now as HEROES, i'm afraid our country will be filled of these political fanatics and other race will thrive. leaving us the Malays in the guts again because our youngsters are too concern of nation's political well being rather than their own future. i pray that these students will realize their place and focus on their studies. i'm an educator and it's painful for me to see the poor youngsters are manipulated by irresponsible parties. their time in politics will come but not during studying years..

just my two cents..

2011 recap..

assalamualaikum..

2012 has finally arrived. alhamdulillah i'm still alive.

1. agreed to sign the sbpa. i'm going to retire at 60! hehe may Allah grant me health to continue working.
2. hubs was transferred to sk bukit tampoi which is 5 minutes from college. we're still commuting sg. limau-kuala nerang though. good things are that i don't have to drive in the morning and i get to spend more quality time with him.
3. i'm trying to be more organized in life.. for a start, i need to work on my work. since working hours are shorten as i have to leave school by 1.00 on several days, i have to plan what to teach before hand.. i'll try to pull this together slow and steady.
4. zarief is always so fun to be with! =) i wish that he could talk so that i could have conversations with him.. i'll wait for the days to come. he has 6 teeth.. 4 upper jaw, 2 lower. he was warded once due to high fever.. i pity him to endure such pain at his age but he's back on his 2 feet now. oh he had flu and cried last night because his nose was blocked.
5. i finally bought the replacement rings.. cost me a bomb! i was so sad that they went missing but i never stop praying that i'll find them one day..
6. managed to take the family for a holiday in langkawi.. will definitely return for another holiday!
7. 
welcome 2012!