my lil sunshine is down with flu~*

assalamualaikum..

i never worry that much before..

zarief has flu..he sneezes very frequently.. haihh..

wednesday night was the longest night for me.. zarief couldn't sleep because he couldn't breathe..
he woke up evey two hours, rolling on his stomach and cried.. it broke my heart everytime..

thursday morning, we went to the clinic, his temperature was rising, he had slight fever. after 2 hours of waiting, his nose was not blocked anymore as the paed sucked everything out.. even though he cried bloody murder that time he could sleep comfortably after that. that night he was feverish so i gave him the med and wet his head with air asam jawa to cool the body..

friday, he looked a lot better.. his fever bade farewell but not the flu..

saturday, the flu was still around but his nose wasn't runny anymore. still blocked nose, he had to breathe using the mouth which is heart wrenching to look at..

above all, zarief is a very good baby boy.. he smiles sweetly even though he's not well. enjoys scratching everything still.. and drank his milk like usual.. alhamdulillah.

baby, mummy prays that you'll be healthier.. mummy am so sorry for not being able to ease your pain.. i tried to make you feel comfortable..hope that worked.. get well soon sayang! mummy am soooo worried.. we shall go through this together yeah.. it's a test from Allah because He loves us.. i know my baby boy is ever strong! Zarief is a strong survivor..

i love you zarief, with all my being.