how i wish they'd understand..

greetings..

the exam board meeting was over. that's a relief.. holiday finally begins~*

i wish it was as simple as that. looking at students' marks.. i felt sad. i felt disappointed.
i understand that everybody wants a 4 flat. who wouldn't?
what people do not get that is that why couldn't students easily score A for English? it's just English..

yeah right.

I couldn't possibly give everybody an A. A means you are proficient English user. ask yourselves dearies, are you that proficient that you deserve an A? I wish that i could tell them, if could bring your grade lower i would because you do not deserve a A, even A-. But considering the fact that you have a scholarship in jeopardy, i gave you higher marks! It saddens me because I'm partly lying about your real proficiency giving you false assumption altogether.

I felt guilty that you couldn't get an A.. but that's reality. That's real academic life. we are way beyond high schools. that's the fact.

anyways, something could be done about this. it's your effort plus mine. we shall make it work.